14th , May 2014.
My face is peeling like nobody's business and it couldn't come at any better time of the year. CAN I HIDE MY FACE like no one notice my existence??? Too many ???? about my personal life.Im straight ok.hahaha! I CAN'T BREATHE. so, I choose to laugh & silence.
But then no way to make an explaination to 'em. Lately, questions about "when" "who" haunted me where ever I go. Wow! Such as no name artist..sparkling with variety Q_Q. How surprise that Im still not sure about this!
Somerset ~I want to run away from all of #ppfft surrounding with the concern peeps! Oh! Are they pay for f.o.c to make my sensational story more interesting. BE PATIENCE my *** out there..
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anything ..This is just a normal blog like the others.It is mixilious. Hope you will enjoying read my journal
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
Sunday, May 11, 2014
confession of talk
walk talk...
meet talk...
need talk....
hp talk...
everthing we talk, we decide for it!
Need a walk....
Need a break..
sleep talk....but ...
Im tired,
I'm tired,
I am tired,
Everything is about academic!
Im busy,
I'm busy,
I am busy,
Everything is about WORLDLINESS! !!
What am I thinking???
Somehow someday we will return to Almighty Allah SWT.
meet talk...
need talk....
hp talk...
everthing we talk, we decide for it!
Need a walk....
Need a break..
sleep talk....but ...
Im tired,
I'm tired,
I am tired,
Everything is about academic!
Im busy,
I'm busy,
I am busy,
Everything is about WORLDLINESS! !!
What am I thinking???
Somehow someday we will return to Almighty Allah SWT.
Monday, May 5, 2014
#let it be
The date is confirmed and it is imminent. The unexpected game is now on. I will be going for my 1 years course up in the BEAUFORT DISTRICT. My 2014 is gone just like that. When I complete the course in February 2015 things will never be the same again. I TOTALLY LOST MY MIND because always be alone hence I have too. To soon to predict what THE THINGS can be happen if IM not allowed to SIT FOR this course. I just want to BE FAIR with THEM (BRITISH COUNCILS, KPM) because by PUTTING MY EFFORT AND RESPONSIBILITIES for 2 courses undertake ; ELTDP AND PRO ELT. I CHOOSE BOTH for my sake.
I thought I would be ok because THEY are looking forward for my school accepted the ELTDP (not compulsory) and me for PRO ELT on going at one time , a compulsory course to be attended by optionist teacher and non optionist teacher that COMPULSORY to take this as part of ENGLISH improvement. I called it "BOOBY TRAP" because WHO NOT ACHIEVED C1 for APTIS must sit for B1/B2 PRO-ELT until you pass the target of C1. But C1 also have to take they C1 for PRO-ELT to make them C2 course participants. This tho, SURPRISINGLY US AND ABNORMAL DECISION MAKING , you miss this, means you lost your seniority AND CHANCES. I thought it so. Last time, they went for 1- 3 years after appointed, but now, we have to rush and gone with this courses after 3 months appointed. It's difficult to carry yourself as course participants when you are already comfortable managing classes 5 days on row.Then, YOU ARE STUCK IN NOWHERE. YOU AS a new tc must obeyed for the SAKE OF YOUR ON GOING CAREER. (*Capital Let. maybe to show my anger.++++) Things not EASILY be good because tc had to pack up the schedule fot 4 days and no choices. wow!UNPREDICTABLE BECAUSE since the day I took this programme , my PK still not arrange my new schedule to pack up . Maybe, he just busy for other stuffs. I hope my colleague will be fine with that. Especially the DUTY tc, TQ for every1!
I'm still in the midst of preparation MENTALLY AND PHISCALLY what result I have to accept. which one more be effective to take : is it both or choose only 1 programme for the whole yrs. Thanks for concern through whatsapp, WEchat and facebook and even instagram, communication is no longer a barrier, we can easily get infos from friends heretofore.
Well, at the footnote, I try to see this at the positive side because it burden me anyway. What I hate so much is the NATIVE SPEAKER...plz shoooooo away! HOW I wish that you 're not hired for ELTDP....hehehe (I TRY TO BE NICE SO FAR....)
Well, at the footnote, I try to see this at the positive side because it burden me anyway. What I hate so much is the NATIVE SPEAKER...plz shoooooo away! HOW I wish that you 're not hired for ELTDP....hehehe (I TRY TO BE NICE SO FAR....)
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